The fight started it all and became a storm,
And when I confessed the truths
You never wanted to hear me say,
(but you already had said you knew),
It became a chilling calm but your face
Was crumpled up paper and
for once I couldn’t read your thoughts..
We all know you hide your hurts behind
This rage, so then you stomped around
Telling me to get my shit and leave,
Tearing down things I gave you and even
The things we had bought together..
And maybe you felt the need to tear me down too,
Make me pay for how I’ve broken us apart,
Put me away in a box out of sight;
Instead you know just which words to use:
“I never liked those stupid lights anyways.”
It leaves me wondering.
When I’m half asleep after I drank
The bottle of red wine and cried about
you and your everything I miss..
You never loved me anyway either.